I don't have much time, nor do I have energy (basically every muscle below my waist has been throbbing today - hehe). Last night was a blast. The dance was a bust, yet really animate and alive. Getting ready before was loose but anxious and the sleepover was like no other. While last night was a set of oxymorons, today left me pondering even more about how much time you can waste time by being unhappy, not even knowing what could possibly beyond your dis-contentedness.
I will go into greater detail tomorrow, or sometime this week, because I have so much to scribble down. Mostly, though, listen to the song in the title, and you'll receive maybe a glimpse of how invincible I feel right now. Beyond the tiredness that lies beneath my eyes, the restlessness and tenseness within my home, and every other limit and confine that has ever been placed upon me, I lived a life that was mine last night and today. February 12th, 2011 is no glorious-sounding date, but it is. It's Jenny's National Forget the Haters, Forsake the Traitors, Don't Care About Your Behavior Day. And so is tomorrow. And Tuesday. And every moment for the rest of my life.
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